sammers had a bad day

Well, I didn't die but it wasn't what I would call a enjoyable day. It started off quite nicely, me and my old class from secondary school regrouping as we do every morning and turning heads as we are extremely noisy as a group. >.<

Getting to class, all the guys who tease me were standing at the door, talking to each other. With each new step, I felt my heart getting heavier and I braced myself for the attack I knew was coming. So I stood outside the door, hoping they would just let me pass because I was so not in the mood to be critisized so early in the morning. As one of them opened his mouth, presumeably to tease me again, the door which he was so brilliantly leaning against, was opened by one of our classmates who wanted to exit class. So, yes, he staggered backward and I seized the opportunity to squeeze past them into the class. Phew.

Then, as I thought that all was clear, I realized that all 3 of the guys who tease me mercilessly had chosen to sit right behing me. Sigh. Luckily we were in that class for only one lesson and during lab, which was our second lesson, my friends and I sat in front whilst they sat at the back. Then, after break, they sat in the middle and I practically ran to the seat that was furthest away. This time, all 3 lessons were in the same class so I was safe til college ended.

One of them invited me to join them at the library to study for tomorrow's Biology CT1 (Gasp!) but I was with MS at McDonald's so I didn't join them. Besides, I'm sort of banned from the library since I lost my student ID. >.<

Once again, on the way home, I felt a sense of sadness and despair. I came home and immediately slept til around 6.30pm. I reached home at 3.30pm. =.= My dad won't be coming home til late because he's going to Ipoh (quite far away) so I just had my dinner alone. No news from my brother so I don't know what happened to him. Hmm..

My ESL CT1 today went really badly. I couldn't think of any points for my essay and felt like I was running around in circles. Which I guess I was. Hahaha!

Tomorrow I'm sitting for my Biology CT1 and here I am, writing about my horrible day when I should be studying.

To top it all off, my sister, who's now studying in Melbourne, told me that she's so sad now because my mother's leaving for home on Sunday. She just left a few weeks ago and yet she hasn't made any new friends because her classmates already have their own groups. =(

My mother says that my sister is very upset and is moping around. She calls it 'one of S's moods'. =.=

Anyway, I suppose I should get a move on and at least shower now. Ugh..

Forgive me for the drama for I know not a life without it. >.<