ever feel like running away?

It was a so-so day. It started quite nicely I suppose as we were all totally getting along and with minimal teasing. It seemed like our class was finally beginning to come together as one!

I guess it started towards the end of college. Due to my inabilty to sleep well last night, I started getting really tired by noon. I think I was quite rude to some people too as I couldn't think very well and my mind was toally blank. Sorry!

While I was driving home, I felt like the world was crashing down on me. I can't really explain it but I felt so helpless and I felt like something bad was going to happen. Somehow, I had a really bad feeling that something horrible is going to happen tomorrow.

That's what makes me want to run.

While I was driving, I just wanted to keep on going. I seriously considered continuing my journey along the highway and not turning into my neighbourhood. Only sheer exhaustion kept me from actually doing so.

I'm dreading going to college tomorrow. I fear that it is going to be a very terrible day. I'm afraid that my prediction that I'm going to die in a car accident this year will come true tomorrow.

I'm scared that tomorrow is going to be last day on Earth, just as everything is starting to look up.